Inside his mind, he know he can take the gun, walked into the crowded Cartier follow the lady who has bought a ring out of the shop, maybe when she is alone in the carpark, he can rob her there and then. "but how far can I run?" "the police will get me in matters of days… or maybe a matter of weeks since the police seem not so efficient after the Selamat incident." "if I get Meifong, can we go overseas and start all over again?" "am I ready to leave everything behind, even my mother at home, for Meifong?"…..
On the other hand, he can just throw the box into the bin and walked to the bus stop and take a bus home and pretend nothing has happened. Meifong can just be a beautiful memory in his mind. He will go back to his office and finish that pile of delivery and things will go back to normal. But this is not the outcome he wants. Meifong has been the motivation and the happiness of his life. "What is life without happiness and motivation?" he thought as a drop of tear glided down his left cheek…
A light voice from his mind seemed to say to him, "I choose C, Meet Meifong in paradise." HongKun opened his eyes… He had made his decision. He felt slightly proud of himself for making such a bold decision. He walked slowly towards the toilet as he feels that there won't be many people over there and thus he will not cause a huge commotion.
As HongKun walked towards the neaest toilet, in his mind, he hoped that the walk to the toilet will last forever. At least he won have to die. But soon after, he found himself inside a cubical. HongKun closed the door, latched the lock, and sit down on the toilet bowl. His mind began to think about the happy times he spent with Meifong…. HongKun had used to admire her from afar hoping heaven will give him a chance to even be noticed by her. And on that fateful day, he accidentally bumped into her while attempting to count the tiles on the corridor when waking. After countless attempts to apologize, Meifong just returned him a sweet smile and walked away. Soon after that, Meifong has been lingering on HongKun's head. The smooth short hair, nice features, and most importantly, the smile that almost stole HongKun's soul from his body...
Soon after HongKun decided to make his move on Meifong… he have thought of hundred of ways to know her. But finally he ended up with 3.
1. To leave a note on her locker + a lollipop
2. To wait for her after school, pretend to walking into her "coincidentally"
3. Try to get hold of her msn without her knowing and chat with her online with a fake ID.
